Current:

outfit: Jeans, && Powder Puff Football Tee
hairstyle: Side ponytail.
jewelry: None

Do you:

cut yourself: hell to the no.
lick yourself: not lately.
whine a lot: fuck to the yeah.
yell a lot: Yepp.
have too many friends: Who keeps count?
want to die: Not today.
do drugs: Define Drug. I just took nyquil...
wear dark colors: If it goes with the outfit.
dye your hair: Yiiizess.
worn rainbow: Uh-huh.
talked on the phone for over 3 hours: On many occasions.
left the country: yup.
had a party with over 30 people: yeah.
stolen something: yeah. but that was a longg time ago.
caught something on fire: My hair! Fucking Sabrina! she should have told me I was holding the lighter to my hair, not the bowl!!! Gawd!
cheated on someone: never.
asked someone out: Never, I let boys take that job. Its cute that way.

Last person:

you touched: Veronica
you talked to: Nicole
you hugged: Mariam
you kissed: Beau
you instant messaged: Cindy

Are you:

understanding: i think so.
open-minded: i try to be.
arrogant: sometimes.
insecure: aren't we all?
interesting: i have no idea.
hungry: Always.
smart: i guess.
moody: yeah sometimes.
childish: see above answer.
independent: oh yeah.
hard working: i can be.
healthy: nah.
weird: lol probably.
difficult: yeah i know i am.
attractive: i've been told so.
thirsty: actually yeah.
obsessed: nope.
angry: not now but i get angry easy.
sad: no but i get sad easy too.
happy: yeah i guess.
trusting: hopefully.
self-disciplined: yeah in a way.
sleepy: yessss.
lonely: mhm.

Info about yourself:

what is your birth name? Aslin
what is your birthday day? march 8th
how tall are you?: 5'9
shoe size?: mens 9, womens 11-12
brothers/sisters?: both.
what is your favorite brand(s)?: Fox, Roxy, && Hollister.
color?: Neon Blue
soda?: Diet Coke.
music?: everything.
the mall?: my 2nd home.
ice cream?: Birthday Cake Remix
roller coaster?: funn.

In the last 48 hours:

cried?: yes.
missed someone?: yeah you could say that.
yelled at someone?: probably lol.
changed your underwear?: uh yeah.
drove somewhere?: I left the house didnt I?
talked to someone on the phone?: mhm.
been online: obviously.
hugged someone?: yeah.
last thing you ate? french fries.
talk to someone about something important? yeah.


Have you ever:

been in love?: yea.
broke something?: all the time.
betrayed a friend?: yeah but not purposely i'm sure.
played strip poker?: nope.
skipped school?: yeah just the other day lol.
shot a gun?: yeah.
broke something important: probably.
dyed your hair?: wasn't this a question already?

Okay, last questions:

who is sitting next to you?: Sidekick 3. His name is Neptune.
favorite sport: Hockey
are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: straight.
been in a plane?: yesss.
killed someone?: negative.
kicked your cat for the hell of it?: not for teh hell of it, he attacked my friend!
are you bored of taking this survey?: not really.
what time is it now?: 3:39 PM

I am stuck in woodshop for two whole fucking hours today! I am not even taking woodshop! And it stinks in here! Like old moldy wood. Ugh and they are reviewing for a test and its funny because they have no clue and how hard can this possibly be?? Walnut is a type of wood? Well I guess you learn something everyday. Shlack is also a wood. And this is why I am not taking this class! And my foot is killing me! Tricia dropped nicoles book on me right where my foot meets my leg! I guess you can say its my ankle but whatever, it hurts! Dirty babe... you see these shakles baby I'm your slave... do that girl.... I love sexyback... aww I miss joslyn so much. We use to be joined at the hip. Ugh. I miss going to get sonic with her. All the freakin time! I miss being on a big guard. I miss not having to deal with mandi's pnemonia. The worst part of my being so bored is that I can't even go practice becuase since stava knew we'd have extra time to come pratice for guard, and the band for their festival, he convieniently left.... ugh whatever, that's his deal I guess, it shows his level of prority. He is going to need us next year and there's nothing saying we want to come back to a band director that doesn't give a shit. When we won first place last week, nicoles dad called him to tell him and he acted all annoyed that we took the time to tell him how apart of his department was doing. Glad to know the guy incharge is proud of us, eh? I'm going to go fucking insane in here! It is driving me absolutely insane. Its so loud and I hate the smell! Ugh. Shaye saw me walking with brianna this morning and made sure he gave me my two high fives. He gave me a high ten, that's how we rol. Being awesome and all. =] I don't how much longer ill last in here, I still have an hour and a half......

Ok this may be hard to believe but its ture. A certain friend of mine has been trying to get a certain thing back, and I couldn't figure out how to do that. I tryed everything I could until last night. It hit me. The perfect idea! I figured out how to push this little something to happen faster. Unfortunatly I'm friends with jealous freaks. I love them all the same though. So what I have done is released a teensy bitty secret of mine. I think it worked thogu, but ill have to keep paying attention as days go on...

Well I am at nicoles huse now and we are eating before practice yup. And we will call jeff soon and he will be mad cause then he can have mad phone sex with nicole. but thats ok. I think he likes me, which is good cause at first, he wasnt me biggest fan. lol. I miss tacone. i love cheese stufft pasta but I miss my four cheese quesidilla. Since I am fat and all I miss a lot o different foods. =] I love me! i am going to miss Nicole so much when she leaves me abnd goes to college, she is my right hand man. =] ttyl!

Wow that's a coincidence that the school truancy officer is here. 'Apparently the word 'fuck' has gotten very popular'. No kidding... eh. Lol. Drugs this, sex that. Gosh! No wonder everyone thinks I'm bipolar, guys like this are preaching to my family! I don't need to be put on meds! Omg! My dad can be put in jail to keep me home to watch callen!

Oh god, I trained yet ANOTEHR lady today. This oen was cool though, she was in our guard in '86. Kind of awesome. Yup. Work was hell and a half. Help me guys! I need ideas for cool memories! Whats something that you would love to look back on your HIGHSCHOOL YEARS and say "yea, we had so much fun doin that" yea. So help me, I am open to all ideas. Its to help kind of a sad friend. He is a bit bummed. But I can fix that, seeing as to how I am super aslin and all.

Well I am talking to shaye right now and he is really down and that kind of sucks. I was kindaa wondering if he knew anything about Nathan's rip, but I guess not. No big deal, Drama is not what I live for, I live for Me and God, not Nathan & Ashley's drama. Nicole came to church with me today and I really liked it, however, Kenny or Bryan, or Ryan didnt speak, I wanted her to hear one of them and I want to drag her with us again next week. "What goes around Comes around 10x worse" <-- Good point. We got first at our second comp and we sucked balls so it is pretty weird.

Ashley called me today. I listened to what she had to say and did what I always do, I was BRUTALLY honest. I told her how I feel. I told her I was not aruguing, (she mentioned she didnt like us fighting) and didnt understand where she pulled that from. And I love her, but I hope she understands when I say that it is DEFINATELY going to take her time to get my respect back. It shouldnt make me cry just to think of it, I still cant eblieve the things she said, and I am also going to find it hard to hang out with her at school period. Nathan has this great disrespect for me, and so I have NO intrest in being kind to him AT ALL. SO, me being honest again, I am not. Apparentlly now I am giving him harsh looks. Guess the boy should go with me to the eye doctor this weekend, huh? =] Some old friendships are crawling out of the woodwork and are becomming strong and it is making me feel really good. I love people, liek I said, even Nathan, even Ashley, I love everyone. I just tend to DISLIKE you. =] Hell, I even love Ms.Ruiz, I always say it and I will say it again, if anyone I knew was ever in trouble, Id be the first in line to help them out. That is just me. Work tonight was pretty fun. Yup. Welcome to LJ, Nicole. =]

Mandi still wasn't at school today. Its rediculous that the only reason she will get to preform this weekend is because her mom is a bitch and therefore bitches about everyhting. Mandi does not have any fucking sickness. If she does, its the one called lazi-itus. Dramhead didn't go to school today either. Its ok. But she prolly posted a bunch more entries that are blocked from me but whatever. Shaye came to visit us in 2nd and we were making up hilarious solutes. Such a blast. Alyssa got me a bunch of leopard print balloons.

So, Ashley tried her best not to talk to me. Thats ok. And, is still insisting on blocking her entries from me. Oh well, Thats ok, I dont NEED her journal to read. Lol, its fun cause shes so dramatic its always interesting, but eh. So, i really dont like that it seems like a certain B-E-A-Utiful friend of mine seems scared to let out her feelings about a certain thing, becfasue of our retarded circle of friends. I am going to have to work on that, because, I want my friends to be happy. If they arent, Im not, and we all know how I get when I am not happy. Thank you Tricia for apologizing, thogh its none of your fault, nor your responsibility to spologize for, well, the childs behavior. Lol. Jeffree Star is finally on itunes so ofcourse i already have the dang CD. LOL! "We want Cunt." I love Greg, it may not seem like it at times, but I really do.

Right now I feel like a sponge, like, unwillingly, I have soaked up every bit of drama there is. Dumb. I love how when people have nothing other to stab me with, they can sink to telling me my fat self needs bigger clothes. You dont like my fatness? Well, fuck luck for you. I like my wardrobe. I still think I am a good friend, Clicks just arnt my style. I dont like talking about evrone behind their backs and judging them. I love everyone. I generally do. As HARD as that may be to believe, its true. But anyway that is enough of that I really dont feel like dealing with drama anylonger. Coffee bean called me! Oh god, I hope I get that job!!! =]

Well I guess I had already missed 13 days of my history class as of yesterday and now, this makes 14. My dad makes me so mad! Ugh. When he isn't taking care of myfinancial needs all I can manage to get out of him is a god damn head ache and so now I am at sharons house waiting for her inside... with stan. So quiet and akward. Oh well I guess I will leave. Ill get to talk to sharon about it and that will make me feel a lot beter. Ugh I'm just so mad at him I do not get why he does this to me over and over and over again. I sure wish sharon would hurry! I missed my own birthday bronies because of her! Lol. She needs to make it worth my while. Lol. God, I am such a damn bitch. Sharons house is such an old people house. Lol.

Omg! Dallas was just on the radio and she probably missed it. Lol. Bummer.... =P Today at work was pretty fun with mariam. Though, Amber and Veronica had the day off. That was kind of a bummer I didnt get to see them on my bday. I got a free piece of pie for a snack during my break. I went to panda express for dinner. My fortune cookie syas "You will soon be confronted with many opprotunities". I hop ethey meanin t he dating department... =P Britney made me a delicious cake. It was GREAT! So good. Mmmmm.

Yay! Today is my birthday. I am 17. I can go see black snake moan wthout a parent. YAY!

Yay! I cant wiat for it to be my brithday. I dont know why I am so excited but I am none the less. I am really excited to be making more friends here on Livejournal and just want t you all to know that. Ienjoy your comments and reading your entries as well. I try to comment on every entry I read but it gets hard sometimes because I am usually on my sidekick and some times it decides to be a dumb faggoty bitch and decide to not let me post anything. I absolutely hate it when that happens. Well, yesterday Dallas and I went to go hang out at the park with Anthony... Heh. Yet another Fish in our sea that I have absolutly no interest in. Dallas like worships the ground he walks on though. She can have him. I really dont want him. today we have a buttload of practice and I am going to be so flipping tired it is rediculous. Today, for breakfast I had my very first ever bagel with cream cheese. The fancy cream cheese from The Coffee Bean And Tea Leaf is simply amazing. Dallas is addicted to sudoku. I am a little worried about that for her.

Good god I am so freaking tired! Ugh! Last night I spent the night at nicoles house. That was pretty cool. We watched I love new york with her dad and sheila. I had a lot of fun. We found out that we have a few things in coommon other than guard and well where we live.... hehe. But shhh. I'm not telling. Its a secret. I'm going out to oxnard today to spend the night at dallas's house. I hope I get coffee before then though because god, I'm beat. I slept the whole way back from the career fair. Lol. I got a bunch of new badass pens. It was pretty great. Yup.

I'm so bored. Mrs.Maygren will be gone all week and we have to do this dumb article stuff about how mean we are to illeagal immigrants. How we don't pay for their college and stuff. Could it possibly have anything to do with the fact that they don't belong here?

So yesterday was a long, but fun day. First of all, Rose was back, and I was PISSED, so I went to Sharon's house like a half hour early. We decided we would see amazing grace and go get applebees cause I have no intrest i cocos but I still want to check up on my girls, so we wanted to go to the next closest one. However, we drove by the olive garden on the side of the freeway, and we both looked at eachothr, like good god! OLIVE GARDEN!!! So thats where we went and at first I thought our server, curt was repulsive, he just didnt make a good impression. but as time went on and flirts were passed, sharon decided I need to leave him my number or my email. Yea, sharon's idea. Not mine. So I did, I wrote Princessaz805@yahoo.com <3 Aslin :) on a piece of my breadstick bag, and we put it in with the bill, and we left. Lol. it has been almost 22 hours and still no response. Heh. Lol. He prolly thinks its sharons! HA!I am SO over davey. Captain Dumb! SO then we went to the movies to see Amazing Grace. Very good movie I must say. I loved it. Then I went to staples to buy a new binder and folders. Then when I came home, I purposly showed my birthday present from sharon to my dad and not to Rose.. Then they wanted to talk to me about giving rose the cold shoulder. Well lets just say there is no reason to warm it up. Then Nicole called and wanted to go to the movies. Everyone was either busy or not answering so we didnt get a chance to invite anyone else except Ashley S. We went to see ghost rider and that was a pretty cool movie to. The devil's son was insanely sexy. and hell, johnny blaze as a 17 year old wasnt half bad either. When we got out is was about 10, Did you know that no ice cream places are open past 10 on date night? rediculous much? Then I brought nicole home first and made Ashley come with me cause I didnt want to drive on those roads by myself. That girl can talk! I never knew it! I was amazed. Shes pretty cool, when she talks. =P And then I came home. And thats it. That was my saturday.

Oh man I can barely keep my eyes open but I am just now realizing I havent updated in a week so I just thought I woul dpop in to say hello and I promise to have a much longer entry tomorrow!

I was so confertable when I woke up this morning, I cant imagine what I was thinking when I got out of bed, now I wish I never moved! haha. Ashley dad is being a paion in the ass so she is going to go open a new phone account with TMobile and I am so excited! Yay her! I've got to get ready for church pretty soon, and after that is work. Nicole is hosting a Colorguard/Winterguard sleepover at her house and I cant go. My dads a big butt head. And so I need to text her or call her or something. So, tomorrow is the super long winterguard practice and we are going to paint the floor (that cursed on us from hell). Well that is pretty much it as of right now. I will probably update again after Church. much love <33 peace Kiddos. =]

So today was the absolute worst saturday of my entire life. I dont think I have ever been quite this bored. And what made it a gagillion times worse, is no one was online all day cause they all have lives and went out and did crap but no im stuck here. With Callen. Who is dying by the way. Gaging on himself. Pretty gross. Yup.

I am a little bt upset. Not mad, so Ashley calm down. I am frusterated that I feel like that even though all these people say they love me and how they are my best friends, and would do anything fro me, why cant you be honest? Ok, Aslin is a in-the-closet pothead. Nothing new. So why would I be mad if you talked about it. I know NONE of you approve. So why would you go sneaking around my back like its soem big secret. Lets keep peoples names out of this too. I dont want people getting in trouble because of little drama mafia I have going on with my friends. I am just really hurt that you guys go around talking about my bad habits like its some HUGE secret! You all tell me over and over again how much you love me, ok, so why aren't you acting like it?

Ok, well i USED to go in aol chats and talk to people and be nice and have lots of riends. But now, I am officially done doing that and everyone else in the world should be too. This guy was a total jerk and like wanted to like sexually.. ahem.. anyway, so he is like I'll come over and we will have fun, and I was you like you come over and my Daddy would Kill you! And so he saw it as a death threat or whatever and reported me. But that is okay Like I said, I am never going to make new friends again. Who needs friends? WHO? Not menope. I dont need people to keep twisting a dagger into my back, I am doing just fine here all by myself, talking, to myself, doing homework, by myself since I have no friends to do anything else with. Thanks Dad. Yup. Thats what I have Always wanted to be. Maybe I can Die happy now since I'm a Terrorist. (Please Note sarcasm, not an actual Terrorist. Innocent teen white girl =])

Well a lot has gone on.

my dad thinks he is going to start this whole grounding thing. HA! nice try starting that after im 17 years old, pop. have fun with that

my boss is a total bitch. I am over working at cocos time for a new hostessing job somewhere else. yep' definatly... =]

school is ok. could be loads better, but its not, and iill deal =]

All my friends are better thanever. i love them all so much, and i bet they dont take me seriously when i say id take a bullet for them..... heh. hopefully we'll never have to find out.

im having mad hookah cravings and its killing me! its been 4 fucking months! ugh

I cant stop dreaming about steve-o! why??? why why why?!?!?!

yep that is enough for today, hopefully now that my computer is up and running again, ill get to you again tomorrow. =]

Happy Birthday Ashley!

Omg. I am so bored. I can't believe I have to go to summer school! Hopefully I don't get any, well, surprises. I'm so bored I almost wish that I was at work! Oi! I'm in chemistry and its a great class to play with my toys, my ipod and my sidekick, but its no fun when there's no one to talk to! Yay! The friends theme song!

I so don't want to go to fourth! I think our chapter 16 test is today. That totally blows!

I have come to a very sad conclusion. Ashley is never coming to school again! Eh, if I get caught today then nor will I. I'll be 6 feet under. He got a new lock for his new door and left the the whole box for it on the kitchen table so I kinda borrowed the keys and well... now I have a reason to get the little mermaid key I've been wanting..... I'm so excited. Ms.ruiz hates me and I'm so glad my dads going to make my counsler put me there again 2nd semester. Lol its the only 1st period spanish 2! Chyea!

Ok so I know this is like way out there but I just had a like brainwave! People dying is good for the economy. People who have to make coffins... people who pick them up from the scene which they died in, the guy who watched the big refridgerator.... I mean seriously.... it aint all bad. In fact, it helps.... lol I wonder what mr.lloyd would have to say about THAT! HA!

Omg out of the kindness of my heart I let nathan use my phone at lunch so he wouldn't have to use his minutes and he was aiming with asha nd now he won't leave me alone, he wants my damn phone to talk to her and I am trying to expplain to him that she still isn't back from whatever it was that she was doing for her mom. Now he is accusing me of liking aaron. EW! He doesn't even know aaron, no one does... well dallas does but yea.....

Ugh now I'm frusterated because now I know I have absolutly no chance of passing spanish so I officially have to go to summerschool! Oi! That sucks so bad! And ashley isn't coming to school today because she is sick and I can't like go home early because my car is at hays and omg today sucks! And to top all of that off, I am FREEZING! In the guard room. We are all back here shivering! I'm hungry. Alyssa says its a lot quiter without ash. Lol. Well now look who just called.

I'm at school and i,m cold and I'm tired..... my fingers are finally defrosting and I like it. They almost feel numb. tricia just burped!

Rose is trying to put me in the nut house and I am so not going to let her get away with it!

So me and my dad got in abig fight last night because I left my phone at school and he had a damn cow! He busted my door down and then rose called the cops...

I finally got my new sidekick! I'm so happy. I'm updating on it right now actually. The next xtep in spending my hard earned money is most definatly going to be buying a real computer! Lol

Ive done all my camarillo things. and then some. spent money aimlessly, had my pizza, had my coffee, and more. im glad to be home!

so basically, im home, but my car blew up along the waqy. along with my ipod, my purse, mycell phone... my SSC....

I cant believe I am saying this but i cant wiat to start going to church with ashley, like, I am really excited...!

my history techer is stupid

my math teacher has still yet to show up to school, hell at this rate ill be gone before she ever comes back!